Over Weight Bikini Waxing Bikini Blues?

Bikini Blues? - over weight bikini waxing

Good beach season is here again and I get depressed, look at swimsuits. The problem is not how I like my weight size, but with the infamous bikini line. I'm going to laser hair removal, as soon as I can afford it, but I need a little help until then. I do not like waxing. Period. Depilatory creams are worthless, and when I shave, I can feel my skin is completely smooth, but somehow I can see little dark spots that look like my hair stubble. I think I have big pores and hair Corsica. Suggestions? I do not follow the path of bad taste in my bathing suit and shorts again.